weighing in

Thanks for all of your hilarious replies to my earlier "pathetic"post!  I love you all so much. 

I did good this time around and only gained 4 pounds over the last month.  That's the right pace.  But the frustrating thing?  The dr said that I've gained 25 pounds in total, which is only true if you count the 5 pounds the freaking fertility drugs gave me BEFORE I got pregnant.  I didn't argue with her, but still it just doesn't seem quite right to make me completely responsible for those extra five pounds.  Shouldn't us IF women get a break -- like just a big congratulations at each appointment for STAYING pregnant?  I kind of don't like being treated like a normal pregnant lady because I am not one of those deep down in the emotional depths. 

Anyway, whatever. I am just extremely grateful every morning when I wake up and little M is still in there and gives me a tiny little good morning shove. I am the most fortunate woman in the world.  Every day is a milestone I'm so happy to have made it to.