Questions for you

Did I jinx Mads' sleeping habits by...
1) posting about how great they are?
2) reading a book about healthy sleep habits for kids and now I have started to worry about it?
3) not cause any effect but just became more aware of how not-routine they really are?

What should Dh do special for me since I...
1) made a big deal out of father's day and we all had fun despite how crappy he let mother's day be for me?
2) took Maddy to see his mom (without him) yesterday on my mommy-maddy day?
3) wasted an hour and a half today of my nanny-time going to coffee with a colleague of his with him?  He told me that the colleague invited me too but once I got there it became clear that I wasn't invited and Dh just wanted me along because he hates to make small talk.

Is there something wrong with me because I think this new hobby of Maddy's is hilarious, and that I made a video of it and posted it on my website?

For those of you who also have a Sophie the Giraffe, have you ever noticed that she makes baby's breath smell like a condom?  It totally cracks me up but feels so so wrong...

When the baby is sleeping

When the baby is taking a nap, do you find that you are so unsure as to whether or not it will be a long one or a short one that you end up not being very productive during it?

I am afraid to start something that will take more than 5 minutes, otherwise I will likely have to leave it undone for who knows how long.

So I don't...
take a shower
exercise
really organize my desk
start doing school work

I wish I could be more productive.  Maybe when Mads has a more reliable schedule.  For now all we do is nurse, play a little, nurse, hold her while she snoozes, try the crib, leave her in her crib for a little while or a long time (hard to know which it will be), rinse and repeat.  I love this time-irrelevant baby world, but it does make me feel resentful towards work when I have to get yanked out to do grown-up things.

And I really probably should shower more.  I definitely ought to exercise more.